3ccentric Ego.

the end.

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 16:45:24 GMT

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Sun, 02 Dec 2007 05:21:28 GMT

I've lived in Orlando for two years, exactly.

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What am I thankful for?

Fri, 23 Nov 2007 00:06:45 GMT

Pumpkin pie.

Apple products.

Thrift stores.

Alcohol (mainly vodka).

Little notepads and BIC Soft Feel pens.

Online personals.

The few friends that I have.

My loving and very supportive family.

Happy Thanksgiving.

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Thu, 22 Nov 2007 23:57:45 GMT

“I just want to be friends.”
Can you start a friendship with someone you're into? I remember searching the internet for new (gay) friends around Orlando. I used to send friend requests to guys on Myspace; cool looking, interesting guys with similar interests that I did not intend on dating. After accepting my request, we would chat and get along just fine. After a few (online) conversations and meetings (in person) the inevitable happens; they want to date me. Soon after letting them down, they would drop me without warning. I never understood why. I could not understand why someone would want to date me/start a relationship with me, but not want to be my friend. It all makes sense when I think about it now. I mean, would I want to be friends with someone that I originally wanted to date? I don't think I would. I guess I will know if and when I end up in that situation.

"I think we should still be friends."
Is it possible to be friends with someone you were never really friends with? I've never been in a relationship with someone I was originally friends with. I think getting to know someone through dating is perfectly fine, but what about when it's over? How can you be friends with someone you've only known as a lover? I've never really pulled it off (granted I've only loved one person), but would I really want to? I guess will know if and when it happens.

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Wed, 21 Nov 2007 04:12:44 GMT

I need $400 as soon as possible. Working full-time over Christmas break is still out of the question, so I guess I will try to sell some painted shirts or I'll start charging for krumping lessons.

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Mon, 19 Nov 2007 23:17:04 GMT

I'm still sick and I bet I'll still be sick by April (making it a year of illness). The doctor I've been seeing seems promising and very unsketch, unlike UCF and the other doctor I went to. I went in for X-rays today so I'll be able to see an ENT doctor. Ugh, I wish I had insurance. We'll see where that goes.

There are only three more school weeks left. This has been one of the worst semesters, mainly because I never have a day off, my classes start at 7:30am, and I'm sick. Basically I can't stay up/go out, I get up before the sun does, go to class, and then come home just to go back to sleep. Sometimes (often) I'll sleep through screenings. Luckily my Spring schedule looks pretty fantastic.

I've been working and going to school since last Spring. Since then I've been doing one full-time and the other part-time. I was planning on working full-time during the Christmas break, but that is not going to happen. I really need the time off. I really need the Me(agle) time. I would rather have the time off than 300 more dollars.

Washington DC was fucking incredible. I'm not going to write about it because I couldn't possibly capture the magnitude of sloppiness of the trip in word form. I'll just remember it as it was. I can't wait for my next trip (yes I can). It will definitely be back to NYC, and after that, probably Chicago. I wanted the NY trip to happen on my birthday (December) but that is too soon. Spring, I hope.

Until then I'll be saving up for another present for myself that will hopefully take up a lot of my time. And no, it's not a motor boat for a puppy that I plan on stealing.

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interesting.

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 17:58:06 GMT

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Tue, 13 Nov 2007 22:55:41 GMT

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is she gonna gimme, gimme, some?

Fri, 09 Nov 2007 03:57:31 GMT

I made the red, white and blue wristband (see previous post) for my Freddie costume because I couldn't find one anywhere. Tonight, while looking for a cigarette case, I found TWO red, white and blue wristbands in my room. This leads me to believe I already own everything I'll ever want, but I will never have it (whatever "it" may be) when I need it.

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Thu, 08 Nov 2007 00:02:59 GMT

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Washington D.C. > Orlando

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 00:36:08 GMT

The city is amazing, the people are fabulous and we were sloppy (but in a fabulous way, of course).

"You have to pray. Pray for the picture to be good and it will be." -Marina

Thank you for fucking with the photo quality, photobucket.

Two hundred degrees, that's why they call me Mr. Fahrenheit.

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 23:03:54 GMT

Last night wasn't the first time I passed out at a party from smoking pot, but it is definitely the last.
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skull for school (not Halloween).

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 15:35:34 GMT

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last night, at my finest (sloppiest).

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 03:05:14 GMT

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a little less than an hour.

Tue, 23 Oct 2007 11:38:13 GMT

I should be spending two to three hours on homework. I will on the next assignment, I swear. (it's not a drawing)

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car, gas station, brett's, car, line, MSTRKRFT.

Mon, 22 Oct 2007 03:57:10 GMT

photosynthesis.

Wed, 17 Oct 2007 23:01:20 GMT

+1 +2

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Wed, 17 Oct 2007 19:24:40 GMT

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Midterms are finally over.

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 12:36:29 GMT

In my (day) dream I had a No. 5/No. 22 Rothko shirt. When I have time I'll try to make that happen.

I found these You Go Girl Earbuds in an article titled Best Gifts for Under $25: What to Get a Tween Fashionista on The Budget Fashionista, and I want them! I want this too.

Since the beginning of October the weather down here has been on point. Soon I'll be wearing long sleeves and sweaters. Oh I am excited. We're going on a much needed vacation in two weeks and I couldn't be happier. I could be a bit more healthy, but I'm a bit too broke. From what I hear, broke is a state of mind. I guess that's true.

Last year I had way too much time on my hands and I didn't know what to do with myself. This year I don't have enough time, and I prefer it that way.

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Thu, 11 Oct 2007 00:29:33 GMT

So I'm in my room about to study, pre-tipsy, post-buzz thinking about Amy Winehouse lyrics and how they apply to me. I look at my computer and see his screenname on iChat and send him this, right after I take a sip off my quart of beast...

MeagleAlvarez: when will we get the time to be just friends? just friends?
MeagleAlvarez: it's not safe for us, not even in the evenin, cause I've been drinkin.

YSI, Amy. YSI!

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At night I think of you.

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 01:13:22 GMT

If your game is on, give me a call, boo.
If your love is strong, I'll give my all to you.

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MPAA Rating: R for graphic bloody violence

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 02:34:12 GMT

Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street!!

Oh and I recently realized, the majority of the guys I'm into have headshots. Weird?

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I, i, i, i, i...

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 23:39:10 GMT

I hate my pointless classes. I am only going to class because I have gotten too far to stop going. I hate being sick. I've lost interest in everything. I wake up early as fuck, go to class, come home and sleep. I'm too tired to do anything. I need insurance, or more money for more tests. If I still feel sick after finishing my antibiotics I'll go back to the doctor and get tested for anything/everything. I just ate a bunch of chips and now I feel like throwing up. I know I'm not going to, but the feeling is still unpleasant. The simple things in life are starting to bore me. I guess I'll take a nap now.

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Thu, 04 Oct 2007 00:14:48 GMT

I don't think I'll ever admit it, but I think Law & Order: SVU is my favorite television show. It has been for a few years now. If I could walk up three flights of stairs without getting winded I think I would become a detective on the SVU squad in Manhattan.

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Mon, 01 Oct 2007 22:41:10 GMT

I listened to So Sorry by Feist all weekend.

I'm sorry
Two words I always think
After you're gone
When I realize I was acting all wrong

So selfish
Two words that could describe
Oh actions of mine
When patience is in short supply

We don't need to say goodbye
We don't need to fight and cry
Oh we, we could hold each other tight tonight

YSI!!

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